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Body Breakdown

Man , I hate this ..

Cough + Kahak + sakit kepala + sakit tekak + lenguh badan + muntah + chest pain + Fever + IB
I'm in a damn mess

I've been in a hell lot this few weeks ..
- The English carnival in Beranang -Amal Islami -Math test -Malay test -PB ( this week )

Seems like I can't get any rest done at all , but surely all of my friends have feel the same . All work and no play may not lead to death but surely Im not trying to be the first one .
My body's breaking down . Im trying to take this as a small matter , lots more need to be done other than feeling sick in my room ..

- IA itgs (need to start planning ) - EE ( need to start doing something ) - Lab reports ( Chem , Bio ) -Group 4 Projects Maths ( HL@SL - pick your poison )
I would surely know that you guys would agreee this is IB . And now I fell the BANG!! , not just in my head , but throughout my body . Hope this doesn't stay long . I hate coughing and puking every now n then .

Thanks to my doktor . X kisah layan pesakit yg gedik ni . Paksa makan ubat sume . U really gave me something to be grateful 4 .. :)
p/s : Ubat batuk tak best !!
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When you were here before,
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel,
Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh

She's running out again
She's running out
She run run run run...
run... run...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't belong here...

*This is a song by Radiohead .. the one your listening right now ( cover by damien rice )
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Not the question

HAH !! that's what i said to myself when i think back of my results .. Not complimenting it greatness .. bcoz it wasn't great , neither good , average can't cut it either .. my targets for the individual subjects are easily shattered like a glass thrown on rock ..

English ; that's one of my strongest subject when im in spm level .. n of coz i would target it to be as high as it gets but .. when i get my results .. it can only smile .. n smile .. still getting 4 from my original target of 6 or 7 is really goin down the drain .. n not only english but other subjects like maths , chem , and such ..

but one thing I keep hold is .. it's not really the question of giving up .. but stopping and starting all over again .. So I did .. After I get all the papers .. I stashed them away and forget all bout them .. ( not saying i was not making corrections or so ) .. but giving my brain the time to recalibrate .. n come the start of new class .. it's gonna be starting all over again .. maybe better , maybe worse ... but still .. if all we can do is looking ahead , we'll get ahead .. sooner or latter .. n keeping the smile pasted on my face .. whatever happen .. n so .. the story continues in sem 2 of my IB life ..

n good or bad it is .. we'll make it through .. I'll always be here ..
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Tidur siang

Okay .. 2nd day of Cas kat zoo negara ..

Hari ni dpt keje kat seksyen Savannah walk .. bersama aku .. tentulah mat daus dan abe juraimy .. dtg awal2 keje kami .. cuci kandang zirafah .. then .. cuci kandang badak sumbu .. ada 3 ekor semuanya .. selepas bepenat mencuci kandang2 itu .. kami dianugerahkan tido oleh supervisor savannah walk .. pakcek 2 sgt baik okayyy .. siap bg bantal sume kt ktorang ..

then lepas da rehat sume .. ktorang menyambung kerje dgn membersihkan kawasan unta atau kamel dalam bahasa jawa .Selepas 2 , mulalah sesi memberi makan unta itu .. unta makan roti gardenia okay .. mcm layann je muke die dpt roti gardenia 2 .. selepas 2 .. habislah sesi kami pada hari itu .. pada sesiapa yg nak cas kat zoo negara .. savannah walk mmg bes .. haha ..

Thanx pak cik musa ... mmg bes keje ngan pakcik ..

Ju : Jgn mkn aku ..
Unta : Sdp dowh rasa kau ..

Zirafah : How's the weather down there ?
Daus : tau a kau tinggi ..

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Ingin terbang

21 Disember 2009

Hari yang agak mengebestkan .. buat Cas kat Zoo Negara ..
Pepagi da kene bangun .. okay .. seriusly susah sbb ari2 cuti dok bgn lewat .. tetapi berbekal semangat nak memenuhkan cas hour .. dptla jugak bgn awal ..
Naik moto ke zoo negara dengan daus .. sejuk gile pepagi nek motor .. first day at zoo .. aku , juraimy , daus n azim diportkan di stesyen bird house ..

tugas pertama
cuci kolam .. mule ingat senang je .. tapi .. kolam to besa weh !!! .. n byk keladak kat bwh .. so bebekalkan kekentalan hati dan kasut but .. kami mencuci kolam .. selepas lbh kurm 4 jam cam2 .. misi menyucikan kolam berjaya .. hehe .. tapi seriusly it was fun being there .. dpt aku tgk apa yg orng biasa pegi zoo x dpt tgk .. pree lak 2 .. haha .. can't wait 4 the second day ..

Thanx to the bird house staff - Abg zul , Abg yop , Kak Azza , Abg din , abg Nasir .. dll .

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